SMOGamerX (2015-06-13 17:51:31)

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But autism isnt the only thing, there are other disorders so i dont get why we are only talking about autism

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Alpaca (2015-06-13 22:20:01)

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I don't think you can like file as disabled for Asperger's.

Especially since if you have Asperger's most people can't even tell until you tell them.

And even then people say all the time it's "not disabling enough".

And while I understand that people with more severe autism struggle more than me, I still have a disability....

My disability typical effects my social situations and my school work.

And I have social anxiety disorder and autism so that is crap. Doesn't help at all to combine the two.

Because my social anxiety already makes me like. Scared.

Like if I want to order pizza, I can end up having a panic attack over just the thought of having to pick up the phone and calling someone.

I hate my life..

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BirdJesus (2015-06-13 22:27:08)

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Get assistance for your social anxiety. 

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Alpaca (2015-06-13 22:36:05)

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But that's rough too because it's another "nobody can tell unless you tell them".

Because like, my anxiety and panic attacks are both always mistaken for asthma...people think I have asthma problems.... No joke... (welcometokentucky)

And all the therapy and stuff in my area sucks. We're trying to find a new therapist but it's hard. But that's only therapy.

I need like someone to guide me but whatever

I just kinda walk around with inattention problems and crippling social anxiety like its nothing.

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BirdJesus (2015-06-13 22:41:49)

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That's not good. 

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Nutsy (2015-06-14 00:28:20)

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But sometimes there is no manga and the source material is a novel series that has no translation.

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Alpaca (2015-06-14 00:30:24)

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I have other problems but I think my social anxiety is the biggest problem ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I think I have like, borderline agoraphobia because I only leave my house when I'm forced to or like once every few months if we go somewhere I actually want to leave by choice.

Like oh, we're going to Chili's? Then hell yeah I want to leave! At restaurants my mom always has to tell the order for me though because again. Crippling social anxiety.

Even if I do say my own order I can't make eye contact or speak very loudly....

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HanShotFirst (2015-06-14 05:14:33)

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Retard is synonymous for something that is defective or failed/fails to develop or function properly, 'Flame retardant' items, for instance, prevent flames from developing properly by virtue of not being flammable.

Now that semantics are out of the way. Yes, I am aware that I suffer from mental disorders, mostly as a result of childhood trauma and psychological abuse through negligence leading to a few problems on top of being naturally autistic. I function in society like a proper human being by isolating myself from other human beings whenever it is feasible, and thus limiting my social interaction periods to stretches of time I can manage before my weak social skills can be spotted.

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Mametchi (2015-06-14 20:25:52)

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I'm not retarded, I'm just not very good at being social. Working to fix that through.

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Carmilla (2015-06-14 22:58:21)

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I think I have Anxiety. Like, breakdown screaming at nothing anxiety.

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BirdJesus (2015-06-14 23:01:22)

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I always read your name as Camilla.

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Carmilla (2015-06-14 23:04:24)

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Everyone does.

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BirdJesus (2015-06-14 23:07:36)

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Yeah, but Camilla is the name of the titty monster in my signature.

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Carmilla (2015-06-14 23:08:23)

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Your signature is hot as fudge pops.

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BirdJesus (2015-06-14 23:09:15)

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I don't like melted fudge pops.

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