music4ever (2013-05-07 22:17:41)

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Halo

I don't even know what I was looking for before you
Whatever that was, was compromised on you
You didn't know what you wanted from me
But it wasn't my time to say the least

And I know, it could have been better
At four am when we were real
And I know that we could be better
But not together

You talked my skin
Down to the bone
Clouding up all you could,
That was wrong
And maybe I could always see the things that wern't right
And maybe I just tried not to think about it at night

You took my mind, and you don't even know
Maybe you do, and just tried to let go
Turns out I'm the one who can own up to all my faults
For every sigh and pursed lips that you think you didn't cause

I applied all my rules on to you
And you wanted yours to be on me too
All of my sins, don't absolve yours
If anything I evened the score
But I know that it could have been better
At four am when we were real.
And I know that we could do better
Than be together

I wore you down and pulled all the stops
I finally took my Halo off.
And I know that I told you there were things you wouldn't like.
And I always expected hate if they came to light.
I've never ripped into someone's mind
The way I wanted you to fight.
Turns out you're the who knew not to hold it down.
For every single time that I wouldn't let it out.

You think you don't know and you think you don't care
Why I was trying to save this my dear
How can you say it wasn't my fault
When nothing's good enough cause you're too high on your throne
And I've always known I'm too high on my own.
We're gonna fall, We're gonna fall, I would know
And I miss the boy who cried when I told him to go
But I kept you when I really shoulda known.

You talked my skin
Down to the bone
Clouding up all you could that was wrong.
I'll admit I didn't care that things just weren't right.
I'll admit that I was waiting for your other side.

I matched you every scar you gave me.
And I would never take that away.
Even if the worst of you is all I'll even see.
I know that it's not all of you, or the part for memory.
I know how little you've seen of bad.
Just cause you've never had truth like that.
Even if the worst of me is what you wanna see.
You know that it's not all of me, And you can't undo that.

Carful Baby, You don't need me.
Carful Baby, You don't know me.
You bring out the worst in me.
You pulled out the worst of me...

~Music4ever

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2013-05-08 05:18:13

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