In preschool I wasn't as immature and misbehaved as most kids.

I was worse. I had very bad temper and threw tantrums a lot. That's all I can remember about that.

In kindergarten through first grade I was extremely socially awkward, but everyone somehow though I was "funny".

Maybe I didn't mature that much more slowly than them anyway. So I acted like a complete nutcase for attention, while getting praised by everyone who found me hilarious. Keep in mind we are still little kids.

I once have myself a stupid nickname called "the popular kid". I just assumed that was my personality. I even founded the "cool kids table" which I only let my closest friends sit at.

That period lasted from kindergarten to the first few months of second grade because, during second grade I had to move.

Being the immature idiot I was, I actually, for some bloody reason thought that it would end up just the way it would in the movies and at the very last second I would end up not having to move after all.


HAHAHAHAHHAthatwasntthecase.

Fast forward a month and I am sitting in my apartment bed, shocked that it actually happened. I then grew this god awful mentality that when I started my new school, I would automatically become the most popular kid, even Evonne considered a "hero" just because I was the new kid, and in every movie or TV show I saw, the protagonist was always the new guy at school.

Needless to say, I though I was freaking special. Keep in mind I am still 8 years old during this.

Emmideatly after a few days I am referred to as the "weird kid" and end up only having two friends because of how socially awkward I was.

At the end of the entire year of being "bullied" by "the bad guys", ( which was actually completely backwards from how it really was ) I decided to homeschool.

After 2nd grade I homeschooled until 7th grade. Then in 8th grade I went to an actual school.

The thing that annoyed me the most was this;

Since I was quiet, everyone assumed it was because I was homeschooled. No. I was quiet because everyone there was completely immature and FREAKING STUPID except for a select few ( maybe 18 people out of everyone? ) . Doesn't this sound completely opposite from when I was in 2nd grade? Boy have the tables turned this time.

So as you could imagine, I decided on my own, and for my own personal gain NEVER to interact with anyone.

I did talk occasionally when explaining that homeschoolers actually have more friends that whoever the hell you are have made in all your life, in one year of homeschooling because we were meeting new people all the time, going to many places and events. I met most of my closest friends there.

Sadly I would never see my awesome, mature friends again once I started regular school.

Now, everyone thinks that quiet = "shy" in this overly simple minded school I was in.

In the middle school, anyone who tried to get in a fight with me would immediately be pinned down by my MANIPULATED PAWNS that had my back.

Why? Because being the quietest person got me extremely recognized for some strange reason and whenever I talked, you can be sure as hell everyone who heard would tell everyone around them to quiet the f(bad word <3 ) down and listen, as if I was the most intelligent person on the planet.

I bet people would pay just to see the quiet person make sound come out of their throat.
Anyway, you can imagine how I took this to my advantage and ruined the reputation of anyone I disliked.

Once a kid ( we will call him failure ) tried to spread a rumor about me.

I didn't bother remembering the details but When I was informed about it by everyone apperantly who was interested, I was sure as hell ready to give everyone my well thought out, rediculas lie with a strait face and watch the poor failures sociall life fall apart.

Failure tired approaching me once, yelling out some nonsense in over exaggerated Ebonics. I continued eating my lunch, not paying attention as three guys proceeded to get up, and start lecturing him to make him back off.

I was once smart little bastard. I could get all those idiots to take every word and lie I say seriously.


And I hated every minute of it. It did not amuse me in the slightest because in th end, who really won at all? I had no close friends. They were all gone and still at the homeschool events I was missing out on. I never saw them again.

Not to mention being surrounded by idiots instead. All the peers thought they could just call themselves my "friend" if it made them sound cool.

I was constantly approached by wanna-be phsycologists who thought I was "depressed" and made their pathetic attempts to "make me feel better".

How did I manage to get it through half the people's heads I didn't want friends? ( yes, half did finally understand ) I have no idea.

The other half however, at least assumed otherwise or only stayed around me to look cool.