Ilurv (2013-04-19 03:16:37)

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I know your lost in a world of hate,
I know that every day just waking up is pain,
and I know that life hasn't given you all it can,
but I need you to see, I need you to understand!
I know theres a way to reach you,
and you know I do all that I can do,
and you know that I try
harder and
harder and
harder,
just to get you to open your eyes!
You see, you are my world, you are my everyhting!
Why cant you see?
I bear the scars
on my memories
of a past
constantly
haunting me,
and I dont want that for you!
I know you feel scared, i know you feel alone,
but I have tried
again and
again and
agagin,
to try and get you to see the light,
to open your eyes,
to see how love
and affection
can heal you
if only you understand,
stand up like a man
and take on life by the horns,
throw it around!
Your strong enough to fight this,
I know you are,
but trying to get this mesage to you
is like painting pictures
inside a river,
theres a way,
but I'll be
if I know it,
but if I did,
I'd stand up and I swear, i would show it!
I would tell you,
cause theres a way,
yo show you the light,
and make the demons all pay!
And someday,
I'll find a way,
to make your life better.
I'l find aawy to cut through
all the clutter
messing up your brain,
telling you your unloved,
but you tug
at my heartstrings,
every time you talk beside me,
late at night
we stayed up,
and I tried to espress my love,
but all you do it refuse,
but again I try,
yes I
try and
try and
try,
but no matter how hard I cry,
you cant see these tears,
through all those years,
of pain an dmisery behind your eyes!
So theres a way to tell you,
but i'll be
if I know it.
but if I did,
I'd stand up and I swear, i would show it!
And I dont know yet,
but, hey,
someday I will.
So hang in there friend,
because against my will
I just want whats best for you,
that screen between you and I,
it means nothing.
All these days of trust
and no more lies,
and I love you.
I have no other way to show it,
even if love is overused,
how else am I to show it?

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So theres a way to tell you,
but i'll be
if I know it.
but if I did,
I'd stand up and I swear, i would show it!
And this screen...
its nothing,
I swear.
Someday I'll take a undred bucks,
not much to spare,
and I'll fly out to see you,
to wrap you in my arms,
to tell you that I love you,
and to kiss you bleeding scars!
And you'll see,
finally,
all i've tried to make you see,
and everything you've ever wanted to be,
you can be.
you can be anything,
and we could be together,
forever,
you'd never be in pain again.
I promise.
I've promised
over and
over and
over,
to myself at least,
that I would end your pain.
And in the end,
wasn't it all the same?
I'm so sorry I cant reach you,
cant get inside your soul, cant reach
way deep
inside you,
and make you see it all!
So theres a way to tell you,
but i'll be
if I know it.
but if I did,
I'd stand up and I swear, i would show it!
And someday,
someday,
someday,
SOMEDAY!
I'll find a way
to be with you,
and everything
youve ever wanted
I will give to you!

So theres a way to tell you.
But i'll be
if I know it.

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Kiba (2013-04-19 03:21:09)

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